Today is the due date for our first little baby. Life would have been much different if that baby was able to come to our family. I know Heavenly Father has a plan for our small family and the baby we are carrying now is the one that is meant to live with us in this life. We will never forget the two babies that we have lost, they were both merely the size of a sesame seed but we learned so many life lessons from them. I don't even think they had a chance for their heart to start beating so who knows if they were classified as "living" all I know is that they were my children.
Some blessings we have noticed from our experience include:
~we know we are incredibly fertile
~This current baby will be born to a college graduate
~Our experiences help us be more compassionate (I hope)
~We have a strong love and appreciation for this current baby that may have been weaker without our past experiences.
~We received even more love and support from close friends and family rooting for us.
~We will be back near family when this baby is born.
There are many blessings that come when being complient to the Lord's timing sometimes it takes some rough times to appreciate how good life can get!
Happy Birthday baby B. We are so glad baby number 3 is ready to come to this earth. You two will make great parents. I often wonder if miscarriages are spirits just needing a body to complete this life? I'm not sure the answer but I know the Lord wastes not. I think he uses every opportunity to bring spirits into this world. If that's the case you have two very special babies waiting in heaven for your return.
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